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What I've been through last month

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2008, 3:54 PM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Love song for a vampire
  • Watching: Supernatural
  • Playing: Need for speed most wanted XD
  • Eating: Should resume the diet >_>;
  • Drinking: A lot of water
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Bad moments

Yeah, I told you not to be mad at me because of my regular absences. I'm the firt one to be sorry about that :worry:.
Well that was a painful month. I had a lot of pression because of my study, we were all waiting for the results of our competitive examination of March, and without knowing who will have the chance to go to the final examination, we had to work very hard and to bear the pression that was put on our shoulders. It's hard for the nerves, I thought I was strong... Well... I guess I was... But my mental strength went away when a dear one left me.

You already know I love animals, I have a rabbit and a cat. They give me so much and I give them as much love as I can. You probably know, if you read my journal entries, that my rabbit, my little bunny is already old and sometimes very ill because of that. Well... I think you got it... My little lovely bunny is gone... He lived till the end, till he was too old to move... And he fell slowly asleep... People who don't like animals as I do probably won't understand, but you don't know how much pain it caused and causes me. My dear rabbit shared TEN years of my life, he was my friend, my confident, my little bowl full of love, a member of the family... He was so dear to me that I feel so alone now... Writing this I feel the tears forming in my eyes again. I'm sorry for that. So yes, I am lost and desperate, I overcome this state little by little because I have to be strong and to succeed in my examinations, it's for my future. My parents and even my cat were so sad too. It's horribly painful to lose a loved one anyway... Human or not...
Well I want to show you what he looked like, his name was Capucine, isn't he a lovely little bunny ? Tell me what you think, it will make me happy :heart:

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Click to see the cuteness please :heart: Isn't it adorable ? My cat liked him very much as you can see :heart: :heart: I love you Capucine, you'll always be in my heart !!!!!!!! *tears*

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Good news and frustration

In spite of that, I can announce you something that made me so surprised and happy. At last we got the March competitive examinations results... And I passed !! I still can't believe it !! This year of competitive examinations is so hard, people who try it for the first time like me are very little to succeed for the first time !! :boogie: :boogie:
Well now it's not over yet ! Because I passed but I only get the chance to pass the second competitve examination which will lead to the diploma or not this time !! :fingerscrossed:

And where comes my frustration is that I know when I have to pass... It's on the 4, 5 and 6th July... Yes a week-end... And ooooh yes, just the week-end my friends and me have planned on going to the Japan Expo convention for 2 days, having fun, and wearing our Saiyuki cosplays... :tears: It's so unfair !! Why examinations a week-end ? I was so depressed when I knew that, I was so looking forward this Japan Expo, it was kind of a reward for this harsh year of study and pression... Hey Takeshi Obata was a guest in this Japan Expo, I wished so hard to meet him T___T. And all my friends could come 2 days, it would have been so great... *sigh*

Oh well, the truth is that we won't give up on our convention and cosplay all together. So we decided to go to another convention in Paris in October for 2 days, thank you so much my dears, I would be so sad to give up on our plans !! But now they have to cancel the hotel, and I have to sell my tickets for Japan Expo :paranoid:

Well that was it, haha many events occurred ne~ ? ^^;
I have more to say but this journal entry is long enough.
Thank you for reading, I will fight, you know I'm immortal :w00t!: !!
And I'll post pics of my cosplay as soon as I can (actually, the cosplay isn't at my home :XD:)
I love you all :heart:



Thank you again to Siren-chan who drew me a wonderful Sasuke, I can't get away from my screen Verenaaaa !! :drool:






Projects

Well I will not have much time to draw since I have to prepare my last examinations (what a year @_@) but I'm actually working on a SasuSaku pic and after that I'll have to complete my oooooold linearts of DMC, FF7 and all haha ^^; :XD:






Thank you guys for your kind words and your support, it motivates me so much :glomp: :heart:


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I know how it feels to lose a pet. Sasha, my dog, was in my life for at least eleven years until she was put down due to arthritis in her left hind leg. Poor baby had it hard trying to get up and down steps but she never complained. I never saw her in any pain when I watched her. I miss her still even after eight years.

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I do know how it feels to lose a pet that you've grown up with.

And he's the cutest little bunny I've ever seen in my whole life. And that says something right there.

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I'm sorry to hear about ur bunny..He looked truly adorable! I know the pain of losing a pet..I had a Socoliffi (forgot how you spelt it) Cichlid named Skippy, and he was my favorite of all my cichlids.. He caught a disease, I don't remember what, but he died soon after he contracted it. I still miss him to this day, and 4 years have passed.

On the other hand, congratulations on your passing the exams!!:highfive: I'm happy for you on that!!..and reminds me that I still got lots of school left to complete -.-;

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i'm glad to hear that you've passed your exams!:D i used to have a cat too but she passed awaya couple years ago. but it's so kewl because i have a dwarf bunny like you [link] I hope she will also live a long life like Cappucine did:aww:

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im so sorry, i know how it feels also to lose pets, i was really close to one of my pets that died, even though she was a fish, i had her every since i got her from a pet shop, she was on her own in a tank, only a baby, and she greww to her full length then was covered in black markings and died a slow horrible painful death, then my grandads dog she was a golden retriever, i was really close to her and i love her so much her name was kelly, i was only young but i remember my auntie coming round an saying " kellys died of a stomach cancer, your grandads heart broken, i wouldnt stop crying and want sent to school for two days, nothing mattered much after that, ive lost a rabbit too, that hurt so much, we just found him ded, his eyes wide open whilst other rabbit we had just stayed far away.

on a brighter note, congrats on your exams ^^
Awwwwww! Capucine looked sooo cute :aww: his fur looks so soft in those photos =3 and with your cat they look like best friends =3 plus being of the same colour tonings xD
It's very sad to hear of him passing away. I know how you feel about that kind of thing, even if my pets havn't been around for as long as Capucine did to you. I get soppy and emotional about my dear pets going...i find that you always form an unbreakable bond with them just like a close friend. More like family. I'm sure he lived his life to the full :hug: Just think of how happy he'd have been.

An your exam note well done! :glomp: That must have been veeerrryyy stressful *___* i'd hate to wait for that ¬¬ but it paid off =3
Huge bummer about the weekend! That's horrid! I would have loved to have seen your Cosplay for the JapanExpo and you actually being there and happy, but life doesn't seem to want to be fair ¬¬ but at least you get to go to an October one, so it won't go to waste. Even if you were extremely excited about it. Don't worry, october shall come around the bend fast =3
Good luck on your next examinations! :hug:

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Ah je dois dire qu'il était vraiment mignon ce lapin! J'aime bcp les photos avec le chat :3

Il faut se dire que c'est la vie, qu'il a fait son temps et qu'il a eu une vie bien remplie.
Moi aussi j'avais une chatte qu'on avait gardé 13 ans. Mais à la fin elle était vieille et malade et on a dû la faire piquer parce qu'elle avait une sorte de cancer des mamelles que revenait tout le temps.
Et je me rappelle m'etre dit que j'avais vecu plus longtemps avec cet animal qu'avec ma soeur qui à l'epoque n'avait que 6-7 ans.

Apres j'ai eu un autre chat adorable, Boudin Creole, qui nous a duré moins d'un ans, certainement plombé par un abruti de chasseur.
Celui là il était jeune et je le regrette encore. Mia avait fait son temps, mais pas lui (en plus il etait assez exceptionnel).

C'est sûr, tu vas passé quelques semaines difficiles mais ca ira mieux apres quand tu aura fait ton deuil. (Pour Boudin j'ai en fait jamais vraiment fait un deuil puisqu'on ne l'a jamais retrouvé, comme quoi c'est important de voir le corp).
Bon, j'espere que ca ne te fera pas rater tes oraux!

Encore une fois, Gambatte kudasai! :w00t:

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You've probably heard this like...50 times now. But I know how it feels to lose a pet that you've had for so many years of your life. Sorry for your loss. He was a VERY cute bunny though from those pictures.^^
Congrats on those exams! 8D

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